Hi,my name is rachael,as you can see from my tumblr i like a lot of stuff, love country music,fashion,mad about stephen king and crazy about the dark tower,my other obsession is nailart,being on tumblr has given me inspiration to try it out...
been thinking a lot about anticipatory grief lately. i love you so much that i know losing you will devastate me. i haven’t lost you yet but i already miss you. we still have time, but it won’t be enough. i think about what i would say at your funeral, and say some of it to you now cause i need you to know how loved you are before you go. you will go where i cannot follow, but you will never really leave me. it won’t make it hurt less but it is a part of healing somehow.
this is actually abt me preparing to lose my grandma, but it can be interpreted in a lot of different ways. grief exists everywhere u look, because love exists everywhere.
